+bak

If i could remind you of the reasons and emotions on why you came back on sunday nite, i would do it every nite. Because those 3 days were purely painful & it seems perhaps a hint of annoyance is still in the air. 5 days of holidays left.

But what's ur problem,tonite u were trying to hav a go @ me & telling me to fuk off. I'm almost certain that there was something @ the tip of ur lips. something on ur mind tellig me "it does't matter" "i'm fine". If u were having a bad day and i made it worse. Well i'm sorry. Bitches & Assholes are determined to be together, their love only presented as hatred.

+distance

joke gone too far.
calls got too unrespectful. take shit too far. wayy too far. i'm sorry.

but believe me. i noe u have the capability. but i dun doubt u. cuz i trust u.

all i can tell u is ily. and all i hope for is that u feel the same.
10.

+fine

my uh she was getting the best of me
but oooh child you're my destiny
and I know it's a especially
hard wit all these girls testin me
uh and you gon question me
if she even stand next to me
but you should laugh
cuz you my better half
and these girls just fighting over the rest of me
//
you can find him sittin on your doorstep
waiting for a surprise
it will feel like he's been there for hours
and you can tell that he'll be there for life.

+douche

me?...
yes everyone's been calling me a douche this weekend.

+stunned muffin

The fourthies were wrong. you're not good. you're purely beyond amazing.

You made me tear up lik a 3 yr old and made the crowd cheer lik u were some superstar.

That 4 minutes when u sang up there, will never be forgotten by anyone who sat in that chapel.

this sounds cliche but ur performanceS make me feel lik i'm dating an angel that has the abilities of a very sexy human. :P

i'm soo proud of u. u hf no idea.

if u told me u've woke up @ 3:45 and you're "tired". then i'd like to see it when you're not.

u literally took my day and made it into something amazing.

i wish i had that ability to stun and amaze u like u did to me today. but i don't think i can't even comprehend it with any fancy words.

ily.

add on:

happy 17 aaron. not that u read this but yea.

+interims

last time it was one bottle? yeaa this time it's the lot. i have once again disappointed my dad.

sorry dad. no next time. but i'm no physics nerd/freak.

i've broken every school rule that can redeem me a explosion. smoking...yeaa etc...(aren't ppl doing IB meant to be smart. i clearly should drop.)

but hey i can't i say i haven't had "fun" staying up & talking to u. i actually did it!!

sorry about those 3 days & the exhaustion (& espically monday. i'm sorry for being so inconsiderate). gazallion apologies baby.

i'll attempt to make up for it k. by coming over @ nite to make up for it of course. :)

most importantly hopefully ur exhaustion dies out sooner.

+fatigue

(absolute no label)

that's what i need.

why do i mention the solar system?

cuz u're in my soul and my system.

hang in there stupid. u're not getting sick. u're jus having a itchy throat.

+worry

my emotions are like that wall. messy. but there are certain things as bright as ever.

spell things out for me. i'm that stupid.

if i could repent i would. jus lemme redeem myself. by giving me one more chance.

+phone call

someone sent me this email (when i woman says nothing):
definition: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" end in "fine".
true? err...i'm not a woman.

the question u asked me last nite.
yeaa i think i'll stick to that answer for a while.

being instantaneously flirtatious is pointless.

+gone

my gift is my song and this one's for you.

and you can tell everybody this is your song.

it may be quite simple, but now that it's done.

i hope you don't mind, i hope you dont mind.

That i put it down in words.