+photos

here's some happy snaps of the holidays.
of sabah n aaron. why none of me. because i'm not photogenic :)

look @ the view from the beach house. damnn...........

yes this is breakfast for three @ 1pm. made by some fancy beach resort with a chef in white uniform?....nopee. made by granny sali n co? indeed. we miss you granny sali.

this was in our fav club -- qubic bak in hk. yess play "spot tommy"...found me yett? i'm in there somwhere in the background :) oh yes n aaron decided to rip the bottons out of his shirt after a few shots =.=

ah yess. aaron's favourite girls. ahem. i meant restrurant ;P hooters. the burgers are nice. okay girls too :P

+over

flipping holidays are over.

i'm sitting in the airport. waiting for my usual flight. this is gay. insanely gay.

these holidays literally few by.

3 terms. 3 intense stressful non-stop working terms. & i'll be out of this place i've been for 5 years. a place that's made me who i am today. meh. that's irrelevant anyhow.

hope aaron recovers quick. i haven't seen him this down all my life. hopefully school will take his mind off a few things. n michelle can help too. all the best my chamelon brother.

& about her now. hrm haha. interesting tbh. from my point of view she really does have a clean heart, aka known as naiive. but hey. nothing wrong with that. however i really want to talk to someone about this. probs u could help. but i'm sure whatever happens from here on might mess things up as ivy as warned me. sigh meh

err li cunxin said he'll be free on the weekend after valentine's day which he'll spend with his wife and kids in sydney. -.-" interview time. 1-2 hours. location melbourne ballet company studio :)

now i have to read the book and know the plot to this -.-" sighh so much for tok

+granny sali

+Granny Sali+

~24th Jan 2010

Aaron, i'm deeply sorry for your loss. my condolences go out to your and your family.

Granny Sali, thankyou so much for telling brandean and i about the interesting tales of sabah. allowing us to stay at the magnificient beach house. and everything else that you've given to us intruding guests.

on behalf of brandean, we will miss you heaps Granny Sali.

+lost (again)

this holidays have been a mixture of down time. major procrastination time made up of labouring sessions of badminton and office filing. and finally perhaps even a tinge of reminiscing the past. it's been 1 month. the holidays are almost over. i thought perhaps everything would sink in. the way i'd like for myself to think. the way to take on this intense up coming year. however. something just seems not right.
"she" seems to be a so called "option" for all this mess, something the players amongest the boys would suggest i'm guessing, they would also suggest draw out the black and white. but not an option i'd ever want to take for not that sake anyhow. because, i know it'll hurt for her, you and me. it'll be another dejavu one where things will replay themselves again. just this time we sit in different seats. the thought of this all really entangles my mind everywhere i go. interesting for someone like me to think this.
but from another perspective. what if i really do like her, she's "the one". just so happens she appeared this time of my life. well like my ususal response. i don't know. in fact my new approach should be, i don't care. there's enough to worry about.

+new years.

so that's one year gone. new one to come.
i made a wish. a wishful wish.