+breathe

n the midst of this so called, "holiday", or "unsupervised work period". i've come to a conclusions with several things.

one, how much you can miss someone and find endless topics at 5am in the morning. and yet day after day tell them they're not a burden. not something you'd gladly let go or give up of. or more importantly, how much they mean to you not cause everytime you see them you want them to tell them how charming they are. but their expressions and what their eyes and mind want to tell you.

two, how much the ib sucks.

three, i'm not going to get my work done.

four, it'd be nice if i could see you right about now.

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baby, i'd run a thousand miles to be where you are. i promise you that. ;)

+exeat

i'm starting to find words a inadequate now. to describe how i feel for you. run out of adjectives to describe how attractive you are. or the extent i'm going to miss you in these two weeks while you hav fun. or essentially how much i jus want to wake up next to you and the first thing i see is your smile and a stinky morning breathe :P (btw you don't have a morning breathe so its alright)

last day of school today. and i've stayed up talking about to you bout crying. gg. 90210. sex. drugs rock n roll. aren't those topics jus so interestingg. haha

+busy

The ankle is certainly feeling better now. Swelling is died down much more. so at least i can jog now. anyhow i hate the fact once my fatigue kicks in i start acting like the age of my brother. not that it really does help.

Thankyou for helping me organise all the hoodie, thanks. hope you didn't stay up too late or wake up too early cuz of that. 3 days to go. then 2 weeks of work. n work. n without you. hmm.

wonder how i'm going to handle that....

+monday

this would probs explain why i was rather agitated in eco:
a chem prac due before 3:30. a maths complex numbers test. a long email from dad in the worst possible english to understand about the usual do your work and plan ahead. an hour training of torture with the firsts boys soccer. work requirements that i'm behind in. a physics prac due by the end of this week which i'm also confused it. and today is monday morning.



i really did blow up in front of the wrong person because i know you have your stress too.
so once again. if u want me on my knees that's not a problem baby. i'm all yours.

and coincidentally. i had a dream too last night.

+badminton

you know people dream about being the next ronaldo. or the next astronaut. or the next evil villan. or gaga or paris hilton. but i dream of waking up next to you. and becoming couch potatoes together. because every single syllable i said last night was from all the might of my brain n heart. (not that there is much. but anyway) i was glad i could catch an angel when she fell for an instant last night. (where were your wings woman)

badminton. god damn i'm tired. my ankle injury is coming back. maybe i should see a doctor about it soon. later. i feel restless. good to reunite with the ogg's, that term makes them sound so old. which also makes me think. i'm going to join them soon too. this term has literally flown by. holidays are coming up. wonder how i'll really cope with this all -.- i guess you are my fuel for survival aren't u. that's why i need you stupid.

+friday

aaron have a "chilling" weekend alright. i wish i had two tickets to somewhere fun. grr. buy me something from taiwan k. food cuz its nice there ok.? remember!! not that you read this -.- no harm in dreaming i spose. or get me a kiehls pack okay -.-

finally the end of the week. i feel energetic for some odd reason. must be beacuse of the casual clothes. i guess? last weekend of the term. final game againist caufield. n tonight i'm gonna stand up on that dinner and make that speech. hopefully people will laugh at my jokes. i hope.

just found out michelle got a job at the ck outlet near my place. lol. free undies for aaron :P

+photos

aaron, why would you come up with such suggestion like that. X)

anyways. halfway thru the week now. feels lik tmr should be saturday. and we deserve a break because yesterday.today and tomorrow's been a hectic day. portfolio's ee's been torn apart. disected. and presentations. people running around the place. -.-

such a rowdy week.
and yet at 5:30 in the morning i wake up to thinking i texted you. what on earth is this. so damn tired. T_T

+monday

you really got me this time. thinking bout you over n over again.
you're on my mind in the first thought i wake up. n the last before i sleep. why are you always on my mind. 0.0

late nights and long talks. o damn. cuz today is monday. T_T

+frustration

i'm finally out of nice pictures to post.................................thus the car.

some background on the car? err. well its one of my dream cars. aston martin one 77. even a better version of what bond drives. but yet cheaper. not cheap enough for a poor person to buy tho. why do you need to know? cuz...

i can feel my head throbbing. haven't drained my brain this much in a while.

n the day outside is so cheerful and full of life. n i'm in room jut watching it all slip away. what a great feeling. so i hope you've used this day to its fullest.

however, yesterday was just as good. no, even better. cuz i wasn't alone. i was with someone special. someone that sent me a text at 12 -.-" ( i was alseep woman. :P )

its really been the typical ggs weekend. haven't felt it for a while tbh.

now i'm out of pictures to post. n flickr doesn't work. grr.

ok back to work now. no complaining.

+corny

down- (candle-light remix)

+dah

exeat's overr. grr... 6:30 tmr...yay.....its really surprising how much u want to be around someone although u've just seen them 24 hours ago n it feels lik 1 year.

this weekend was really something different. an unexpected one. an odd clan too tbh. but odd clan was up til 5 telling each of our life stories. n up til 3 the two nights before that too gaming. its interesting to hear interesting to feel for. i've never stayed up so late for a while listening to first love stories.

why do u have to look n smell so nice all the time. you know what. its really unfair woman.

+boo

you're across from me. looking stressed. really stressed in fact. cici n kenny are skyping. well more specifically bitching. laughing. i.....i don't get it tbh. thus the picture. that dude's hair err...yeaa.

now u're bobbing ur head lik some sports figure on the front of a car. ur music is loud. i can hear it. sounds lik the typical zayaana music. its funny. n yet u think i'm working. when u read this i hope u laugh n remembered.

as cam said: i found my happiness (pointing to you). maybee. more lik i found my pain in the butt. X) luv u baby. hope u hav a relaxing good. its a necessity good. n a merit good. mhmm too much economics for me today

+ee

shit day huh. well. its almost over now. n the week too. so..? its all happened anyway.
go on a shopping spree. go enjoy jersey boys. come enjoy moomba. enjoy the weekend k. (yes i know there's work. me too -.-")

i really wouldn't mind a superstar as a girlfriend you know...

+tok

yes i'm in the library atm. and you'd be wondering why i'm blogging now.

because i'm waiting for you to finish ur music lesson. n then work on our tok oral :P

exciting weekend coming up. 'boys night out' i guess. haha.

your smile makes my day-everyday.