+dawn

idk. whether i even agree to that picture or not. however why'd u have to show me that blog.
i was fine. i got over things for the time being. but i guess i did bring it upon myself when i asked you to send it to me. i just didn't feel lik accepting that harsh reality if that's wat it was. i didnt want to hear those things u said. u sounded lik you were pitying me. & i don't want you to.
& yes i'd thought we'd go on longer but i guess i thought wrong. not only so, being with you was one of the best times and memories of my life, undoubtedly for sure.
but now it's all over. and there's a massive hole where you use to be. i just need to keep myself rolling. aka fake it til you make it. or else i'd be missing eco on a daily basis.
i wish things were the way they were when we first started, but sadly it's not. & if i was your loving fd lik you are to me, i'll just have to pick myself up like i have before.


我依然很爱你，教我如何放手，教我如何，爱的像最好的朋友。