+brief

i feel like i'm about to collapse. i should've been brief. shouldn't have asked so many questions.
should've made you smile instead of making you agitated in multiple moments. i hope the last time you were happy, i was with you there. cuz the last time i was happy you were. cliche or not.
i have to much to say but so difficult to express. perhaps because its contradicting. no one's here to listen or understand. (ironic that you wanted alone time huh) i should've been firm from the start. no point regretting now. no point looking back. like many many other things i guess with that too.
many things in life are so contradicting.
follow wat makes you laugh and smile, what you caught or was there for you in your worse times. i hope i was.

add on:
forgive my impatience. my rudeness. my ignorance. my inability to read body language. my stupidity. my stubbornness. my naiivity. my wishful thinking.