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i've been torn apart. i've been naiive. i've been circled in thoughts. i've been an asshole
i've keep quiet and away from what weighs the most in my heart. and it fucking stabs me inside

this post didn't come 3 days late, or at the wrong place or express the wrong emotions.

its not late because it was just a matter of whether i wanted to put this on paper or not. not whether the thought exsisted. not in the wrong place because these words are not worthy of being anywhere else but here in this forgotten place. and this is where i want to keep it. nor are they ill expressed.

no i won't listen to snoopy. i will tell you how much i love you. because you seemingly remotely control my mind and everytime you have a bad day i seem to too.

i would wear shorts everyday even in the midst of winter to just make you smirk. and i'd listen to whatever you want to say. i love you. and this isn't in a scent of apology.

wishing you ripped a slap into me that night to wake me up.